I got a call from my Dad yesterday asking me to come quickly. I did. I found out that my Mum was on life support and she probably won't wake up. I couldn't go see her yesterday night when I got back but I went to see her today and said what I had to say. But I feel like shit.
I don't know how to deal with this, I've had grandparents die before but to think my Mum won't be coming back home.. it's too much you know. I'm going round my brothers house this afternoon so I'm not alone. I can't be alone right now and my Dad is out at the hospital with Mum.
Putting my feelings somewhere helps but it still hurts. I won't be uploading anything for a while and I may not be easy to contact but you know why.
I'll speak to you guys sometime. Until the next entry.
Diane Southworth 15th Nov 1958 - 16th Nov 2009. R.I.P.









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And the interesting journal =O
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Fortunate you are to have a DeviantArt account.
Fortunate you are to have food, water and shelter.
Fortunate you are to have family and friends.
There are those who do not know such things and those who never will.
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What course do you take, something arty right? I'd be shocked if you said something like.. METALWORKING! or CONSTRUCTION!
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Fortunate you are to have a DeviantArt account.
Fortunate you are to have food, water and shelter.
Fortunate you are to have family and friends.
There are those who do not know such things and those who never will.
I do music, similar to metal work that in the sense you have to hit things, like instruments to make stuff.
I do composition, which means I have to write stuff otherwise I fail! the creative research project is a mindfuck though :-s still need to sort that thing out!
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