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About Me Member General Digital Photographer Tom Southworth20/Male/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Really bad news

Sat Nov 14, 2009, 4:12 AM
I feel that I have to write this somewhere, so I'm writing it here. Not on Facebook or anything like that, I don't know why but it feels like there are too many people on there right now.

I got a call from my Dad yesterday asking me to come quickly. I did. I found out that my Mum was on life support and she probably won't wake up. I couldn't go see her yesterday night when I got back but I went to see her today and said what I had to say. But I feel like shit.

I don't know how to deal with this, I've had grandparents die before but to think my Mum won't be coming back home.. it's too much you know. I'm going round my brothers house this afternoon so I'm not alone. I can't be alone right now and my Dad is out at the hospital with Mum.

Putting my feelings somewhere helps but it still hurts. I won't be uploading anything for a while and I may not be easy to contact but you know why.

I'll speak to you guys sometime. Until the next entry.

Diane Southworth 15th Nov 1958 - 16th Nov 2009. R.I.P.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Robert Jordan's 'Wheel of Time' Book Six
  • Watching: My computer screen mostly
  • Playing: Peggle
  • Eating: Nothing atm
  • Drinking: Water

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  • Current Residence: Warrington and Bradford/UK
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: 100
  • Interests: Reading, Writing Poetry, Animation, 3D Modelling, Friends, Music, Fun-ness
  • Favourite movie: Not sure, maybe 300?
  • Favourite band or musician: Andy Mckee for the moment
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal/Alternative/Game
  • Favourite artist: N/A
  • Favourite poet or writer: N/A
  • Favourite photographer: Why, myself of course!
  • Favourite style of art: Fantasy
  • Operating System: XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Windows Media Player 11/Sanyo
  • Shell of choice: PREHISTORIC SHELLZ
  • Wallpaper of choice: Homemade Wallpaper, yum!
  • Skin of choice: Tanned
  • Favourite game: Stronghold 2, Crysis, Bejeweled 2 w00p!
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: NONE!
  • Personal Quote: You never know until you try and those who never try will never know.
  • Tools of the Trade: Camera, Initiative, EYEZ

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:iconfelicityshagwell:
Thanks for watching! :-) XxX

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:icontsloire:
Thanks for the coolio artwork and photos ^^

And the interesting journal =O

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:iconfelicityshagwell:
Haha! Thats ok, I try to do as much as possible on the art front coz it helps me! But I have so much uni coursework which I get behind with as I worry about other things, and yea my journals are usually as weird and interesting as possible :)

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:icontsloire:
Uni coursework definately sucks. I'm having a slight break from it right now, but I'll be back at it soon enough.

What course do you take, something arty right? I'd be shocked if you said something like.. METALWORKING! or CONSTRUCTION!

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Fortunate you are to have a DeviantArt account.

Fortunate you are to have food, water and shelter.

Fortunate you are to have family and friends.

There are those who do not know such things and those who never will.
:iconfelicityshagwell:
Ye coursework is a bitch that needs fucking.
I do music, similar to metal work that in the sense you have to hit things, like instruments to make stuff.
I do composition, which means I have to write stuff otherwise I fail! the creative research project is a mindfuck though :-s still need to sort that thing out!

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